Friday, October 13, 2006
warning: this is gonna be an emo entry..this had been an very emotional week for me.esp the past 2 days.i did expect it to be tough to fit in to a new environment..but this is even worse than tough.i finally get to experience how ppl studying overseas (alone) feel..
you know,you have no one close to you here by your side,without someone who will
*always be there for you 24/7
*listens to your non stop rambling n complains
*share with you what they know,answer all your questions when u ask them and NOT looking down on you,giving you the "lyk-tt-aso-dunno" look
*get high with you in a party/concert
*do the craziest thing with you and not ignoring you and making you look stupid or worse..embarrass you..
*talk to you even when he/she has tonnes of work undone n tests coming up
*accompany you to anywhere/everywhere anytime.
.*hang out and go shoppng with you when they are free instead of telling you that they are not going at the very last minute,time and again..
or even simple little things like saying hi,gd morn or gd nite or basic things like responding to what you say instead of ignoring you totally or snapping at you and making sarcastic remarks..
it all matters a whole lot to me....and they are all missing from my life now..there's no one to do all that with/for me anymore..yes..i have many "friends" now..also meeting new people everyday.but so what..??
friends i have..they just made me feel more lonely..
i miss sy who would just call me up in the middle of the nite to talk to me n listen to me
i miss beix who who goes out with me all the time,to anywhere i need/want to go..
i miss yl who would juz crap with me no matter how stupid it is
i miss sam who listen to all my non stop ramblings anytime
i miss lp who would just be there for me whenever i need sumone
i miss mar yy n wy who do the craziest thing on earth
i miss rol n xj who are ever so nice to chill out with
i miss hz who's always so willing to ans all my qns and help me with my work..
i miss ben who's just so crappy n niao but always nice
i miss shuen n mun who are always so willing to hang out with me..out within a call
i miss the touchruggers who will get high with me
anywhere, anytime
i miss all of my friends in sg so much so much...
this is just so hard....
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