Friday, April 07, 2006
found this from the mutliply website tt we have long abandoned..hahah was interesting enuf to read agn....tts wat i wrote last yr after the last com.....oh wells...regrets...nvmhey gals, i tok to tabi the other nite. she wan mi to tell u all these b4 she forget n neh get down to emailing us.
thanks. for the followin reasons
1.for not giving up
2.fighting till the end
3.good team spirit
4.we tried our best
5.we did great n she's proud of us
oh aniwae, she din leave earli coz she's angry/disappointed w us, she was juz feeling sore abt the whole thing. the slot that rj had was ours to begin with. she know that we deserve to win. we top the table n we were the team to win. to be 2nd.she knows it in her heart.and that we neh let her down. yepz.
kiez, my turn to talk. hee. i noe it's sad n disappointing to not get wat we had aimed for. but heyz, we did a go job n put up a v good fight. wat's more, we realli had played together as a team well, n not lyk SOME othe teams that depended on ONE player.
yes, there might be mistakes that we had made during the com, but we r alll normal human beings. no matter wat, it's over. no pt getting angry w urself yea?? esp mar, dun tink that u are to be blamed for aniting that happened juz becoz u r the cap. if u r to be blamed for the com, then shdnt i be at blame too?? i noe wat i said in my blog is contradicting wat i'm saying here, but ya, it's over. remember wat everione has said, we are a team, tj touch rugby team. if anione is at fault, den it'll be the whole team's fault. so stop thinking that anione of u is at fault that things went wrong. even if u wanna feel guilty or blame urself, wat can u do?? lipeng right??
okay. b4 i forget, i realli wanna thank everione for putting up w my mood swings n horrible tempers that i had. and sorry if i have hurt u all in one way or another. sumtimes, things juz get out of hand. but let mi explain a lil, sumtimes it's juz too frustrating that things were not done right n the attitude we had was real bad. it juz seem to mi that we did not put in the effort or may be my expectations were too high(for myself). i get pissed w myself for nt being able to do well. that's mainly the reason why i cant keep myself cool. okay, pardon mi gals, but i did my best to change since this yr eh. but watever it is, i'm juz sorry for all that, this is realli my fault n i shd be blamed..
the outcome of the june 2nd game may be a major setback and a not-so-nice way to end our tj rugby life, but rem the times that we did tabi proud, the times that we had so much fun together during trg(coz i was around eh), the tought times during fitness (nearly took my life man =P), the times we sat together to gossip and tok(w yy toking non stop), etc.. it had been real nice to noe u gals and that u all had brought much joy n great memories into my life. thx for always being there n for listening to mi whine n complain, esp liepng (u noe wat i mean). haha.
rem.. we are a TEAM and we will always be. the tj touch rugby spirit will live on.
with lots of love,
kayan
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